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Name: Yaara
Location: Tel Aviv, Israel
Birthday: 7/30/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: Indie rock, alternative, classic rock, jazz, art, photography, cameras, classic polaroids, DeviantART, singing, boys with dark hair and bright eyes, The Strokes, Arctic Monkeys, Green Day, Foo Fighters, Nirvana, Bright Eyes, Metric, Kasabian, Ben Folds, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Kooks, Fiona Apple, Regina Spektor, Be Your Own PET, Bloc Party, Snow Patrol, Sufjan Stevens, Death Cab for Cutie, Coldplay, Daft Punk, Israeli rock, traveling, Adam Brody, Zach Braff, Sarah Silverman, MTV2 and Zane Lowe's Gonzo, The O.C., House, Scrubs, Grey's Anatomy, Weeds, Borat, Mystery Science Theater 3000, The Last Kiss, love, mint hot chocolate, the beach, sunrises, bonfires and most (and cheesy) of all, my friends.
Expertise: Being a teenager.
Occupation: Education/training
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  pashosha44
MSN: pashosha44@hotmail.com
ICQ:  260093251
Member Since:
7/28/2004
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| No real entry today. Just comics.
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| Update! So the past few days have been interesting and exciting and sad and just plain weird.. and I'm not really sure how I feel right now..
I'm really just trying to deal with all of my guy problems, which I wouldn't really think I'de have, but now I do.. because the guy I've had a crush on since 7th grade has a girlfriend which I hate (and which btw I hated before they were together) and that's just killing me every time I see them together.. and then there's this guy who just broke up with his girlfriend.. and he's so cute and awesome and I'm just not sure how he feels about me.. but right now it's bothering me more than anything else because we're also kind of friends and we just spend a lot of time together in music classes so it's hard not to think about him all the time.. and then there's this guy who wants me except he's not really my type and I feel kind of bad that I don't feel the same even though that's stupid.. and whatever everything is complicated for my brain at the moment.. so yeah. Typical teenage angst.
My days do seem lovely though, with the more friends thing and the cute guys.. I still do feel empty though and I know that I just need someone.. because I'm missing something in this almost perfect present.
Patience has been a thing I have had stuck in my mind since 6th grade and it has kept me going until now, so I just hope it keeps working.
End.
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| So. Yeah. Xanga.. would you look at that.
Ok soooooo 2007? Wow. It's been a looong time. Wow. So. 2006 was crazy. Not that anyone who only reads my Xanga would know because I didn't write anything here.. I was using my DeviantART journal. So since Georgia wants me to write here again, which is actually kind of nice, I will copy some of my journal from DA because who has the energy to write the same thing again? No one, that's who.
Ah, 2006. Almost over.. and thank god because, seriously, one of the
craaaaziest years I've EVER had!! I mean, the whole Aviv letter thing,
and the moving to Philadelphia and the coming back and the more Aviv
trouble, and with that my psychological stuff.. but then there were
good things too.. the parties, the drinking, the bonfires, the meeting
of SO many new people, the beginning of 10th grade, Aviv not going to
my school and then going to my school, the CITY GATE, SO many things
happened this year! I guess... this year was like.. the beginning of a
new life for me.. 2006 actually saved me from myself by giving me hope
and by giving me FRIENDS. I gained so much from this year.. it's been
rough but it's been amazing and.. I can now say that compared to last
year at the same time, I'm happier. I'm WAY happier. And I like that. :D
NOW. 2007. Wow. So here are my new year's resolutions:
1. Start taking responsibility.. especially when it comes to school.
2. Do what feels right and act on impulse more
3. Stop drinking so much Coke >.>
4. SMILE MORE
5. Reconnect with old friends from Philadelphia
I think 5 is a number I can take on.
So that's all I guess.. much <3 to everyone and HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
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| I HAVE TO WRITE SOMEWHERE!
Ok so this is what has happened:
1. I'm moving to Philadelphia on Tuesday :D
2. I gave Aviv (crush) a letter that said how I felt and such
3. Aviv gave me a letter and it says he likes me (OMGYAY) and that he's sad that I'm leaving.. also that he can't wait until the summer to see me!!
Holy shit and OH MY FUCKING GOD YESSSSS!!!
Now I'm kind of sad that I'm leaving but atleast I think I'm going to see him today at the party my friends are having for me :D :D :D
SUCCESS!! (kind of >.> )
Anyways, I'm waiting for him to go on ICQ so we can talk.. YAY!
Lots of loooove,
Yaara :] | | |
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